My love,
I wish I could find the words to express the utter, sublime and complete happiness I’ll feel upon the announcement of your arrival into this world. I’m going to be the one thing I struggled so much throughout my life to be and I’ll find the strength to do so, only because of you; honest. Yes, my little pumpkin, I’ll be honest with you. Even though you’re but a figment of my imagination, I’m sure you’ll always be the closest person, or idea, or dream to my heart, because you’ll be mine and I’ll be yours. Of course, I know that one day you’ll be all grown up and full of hopes and dreams of your own and the desire to conquer the world, but to me, you’ll always be my baby and I’ll always be there for you.
Dear child, I’m writing my first letter to you in a time of tremendous agony and great tribulation. Somehow I’m relieved that you haven’t been born into this cruel and futile world yet, but it also saddens me that I cannot see your beautiful, expressive eyes, or touch your soft, silky cheeks, or sing sweet lullabies to you until you’re with the fairies in dreamland. Even though the truth hurts and the world itself hurts, I have decided to assume the difficult, yet responsible role of telling you all about it. I hope you don’t grow to hate me and I hope you can understand why I’m choosing to speak openly about the hardships and difficulties I’ve had in life, the demons in my head, which to this very day I have to battle against and Miss Anxiety, who’s been a friend and a foe for most of my life.
Dear babe, I’ve no treasures nor palaces in my will and testaement to leave to you. All I have is my unconditional and endless love and these letters or as I like to call them, my sacred epistles, which contain a bit of my heart, a bit of my soul, a bit of my pain and a bit of my woe.
My precious little one, don’t stop reading, as difficult as it may get, for every cloud has a silver lining and there comes a rainbow after every storm…
Speak soon.
Love,
Mum x
I wish I could find the words to express the utter, sublime and complete happiness I’ll feel upon the announcement of your arrival into this world. I’m going to be the one thing I struggled so much throughout my life to be and I’ll find the strength to do so, only because of you; honest. Yes, my little pumpkin, I’ll be honest with you. Even though you’re but a figment of my imagination, I’m sure you’ll always be the closest person, or idea, or dream to my heart, because you’ll be mine and I’ll be yours. Of course, I know that one day you’ll be all grown up and full of hopes and dreams of your own and the desire to conquer the world, but to me, you’ll always be my baby and I’ll always be there for you.
Dear child, I’m writing my first letter to you in a time of tremendous agony and great tribulation. Somehow I’m relieved that you haven’t been born into this cruel and futile world yet, but it also saddens me that I cannot see your beautiful, expressive eyes, or touch your soft, silky cheeks, or sing sweet lullabies to you until you’re with the fairies in dreamland. Even though the truth hurts and the world itself hurts, I have decided to assume the difficult, yet responsible role of telling you all about it. I hope you don’t grow to hate me and I hope you can understand why I’m choosing to speak openly about the hardships and difficulties I’ve had in life, the demons in my head, which to this very day I have to battle against and Miss Anxiety, who’s been a friend and a foe for most of my life.
Dear babe, I’ve no treasures nor palaces in my will and testaement to leave to you. All I have is my unconditional and endless love and these letters or as I like to call them, my sacred epistles, which contain a bit of my heart, a bit of my soul, a bit of my pain and a bit of my woe.
My precious little one, don’t stop reading, as difficult as it may get, for every cloud has a silver lining and there comes a rainbow after every storm…
Speak soon.
Love,
Mum x
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