My love, I wish I could find the words to express the utter, sublime and complete happiness I’ll feel upon the announcement of your arrival into this world. I’m going to be the one thing I struggled so much throughout my life to be and I’ll find the strength to do so, only because of you; honest. Yes, my little pumpkin, I’ll be honest with you. Even though you’re but a figment of my imagination, I’m sure you’ll always be the closest person, or idea, or dream to my heart, because you’ll be mine and I’ll be yours. Of course, I know that one day you’ll be all grown up and full of hopes and dreams of your own and the desire to conquer the world, but to me, you’ll always be my baby and I’ll always be there for you. Dear child, I’m writing my first letter to you in a time of tremendous agony and great tribulation. Somehow I’m relieved that you haven’t been born into this cruel and futile world yet, but it also saddens me that I cannot see your beautiful, expressive eyes, o...